kittydoll's diary

october 10th 2022 9:24 pm

don't know why i've seen so many scary things so up close, after that, it's hard not to have fear in the back of my mind, what if it will happen again when i go outside alone?

or should i just forget it + not care at all?


why did it happen, what am i supposed to do.

i don't allow myself to be trapped anymore

i just want to have fun but i can't help but feel so protective of myself at the same time

i hate this entrapping feeling

once i left i finally got a clear mind about what im supposed to do.

its my dream to be a music star. idc if it goes big or doesnt. i just wanna dedicate to it either way

september 26th 2022 4:21 am

i didn't deserve being abandoned like that. just makes me want to die. thanks. you've dragged me down with you that's where i'll head towards. i don't want to live anymore